from the fields to the south you see how big he really is |
San Anton is
famous and beloved and beautiful despite his many years. I live about 100
kilometers from his place outside Castrojeriz. We only became acquainted a few months ago,
when someone put me in charge of his daily caretakers. I cannot say I know him
well.
San Anton
is stony and brooding and powerful; his figure is skeletal. He stands along the
road where thousands pass. People stop to snap his photo, but only some of them
follow the arrows round to the open gate. Inside they find the ravaged ruin of
a monastery hospital and church, now reduced to a rustic rest-stop. The
visitors stand and stare up at Anton’s roofless apse. If they’re aware of such
things, they feel the power of the place.
There’s a
little pilgrim shelter built in there, with bunks for 12 people to sleep. A
peevish old man next door controls the water supply. There’s no electricity to
speak of, and very little water. There is no hot water at all, unless you warm
it up on the gas cooker. But what seems to scare most people away is its total
lack of wifi.
in through the back gates |
San Anton
is emblematic of the scruffy, minimalist shelters that pilgrims settled-for for
centuries, in the years when the Santiago pilgrimage dropped out of public
popularity. He runs on goodwill and donations. The people who keep him going
are volunteers, like in many other pilgrim albergues.
But the
volunteers at San Anton, like San Anton himself, are exceptional.
Most
hospitaleros have a lot of advance time to plan for their term of service. My guys came out of the woodwork at the last minute -- I learned in early April
that I was in charge, and the doors would open May 1. I had a month to find
20 volunteers.
I did not
think I could do that. I resigned myself to spending much of my own summer at San
Anton.
“Let Things Come to You,” a wise meme told me then. I grabbed onto that, and chose to believe it. I put out the word on the internet: Come and serve at San Anton!
“Let Things Come to You,” a wise meme told me then. I grabbed onto that, and chose to believe it. I put out the word on the internet: Come and serve at San Anton!
father/daughter hospi team from USA |
And so they came – hospitaleros from Scotland, Ireland, England,
Belgium, South Africa, Austria, USA, Germany, Spain, and Poland. More than enough; I had
to turn away some who’d never walked The Way, who’d never spent time outdoors,
who needed special medical care, who just wanted a free place to live on the camino. Some
canceled out, others were called away, but always another one, a new one, emerged
just in time. I lost a volunteer to stomach flu, and another whose girlfriend decided after
three days that he just couldn’t take it.
All but two
hospis have turned out to be excellent, so far. And the not-so-excellent ones
were not bad hospitaleros. They’d have done fine in a more civilized
albergue. They weren’t a good fit. They didn’t “get” what San Anton is about.
He is not
about crowd control, orderliness, or hygiene. Anton is a ruin. There will be dust and mud.
There will be spiders and flies. There will be busloads of tourists demanding
to use the toilet (which is reserved for pilgrims staying overnight); there
will be long, dull afternoons with nobody there at all. Anton is not about
hospitaleros. He just tolerates them, I think. San Anton is exactly what you
see when you come in the gate.
He is not
about money. There’s a tendency for hospis to put the donation box next to the
credential stamp, especially when the bus tourists show up. There’s a moment
when the pilgrim asks “how much?” and the hospi has to say, “whatever amount
you can give. We’re donativo…” And trust the traveler to put in at least enough Euro to cover his own costs.
German/Austrian hospis |
San Anton is
poor, old, and skinny, but he is proud. He needs to be maintained, but he does
not need to be improved. Hot water, bowers of flowers, washing machines, swimming pools, lights at
night… San Anton never had those things, and he shows you real quick just how little you can live on, too.
Anton says pilgrims
don’t need wifi. They don’t need a hot
showers – they can survive on cold showers, or no showers at all! They might be used to
three-course spreads at dinnertime, but a simple salad and spaghetti will do
just as well. Twenty-first century pilgrims can go to bed at sundown, like
people did there for centuries. But if
they stay up a while, there are ghost stories around the campfire. The strip of
sky seen through Anton’s broken ribs at night puts on a spectacular show of stars.
Pilgrims who stay awake long enough will hear the owls shriek.
(For
pilgrims who sleep, I went ahead and asked for money to buy new mattresses, and
now I’m buying bedbug-proof covers for those. Anton may be scruffy, but that
doesn’t mean he’s got to be tawdry, or infested. We gotta keep his dignity,
really.)
I have never spent a night inside the
gates of San Anton. I have never served there myself as a hospitalera. But the old guy's got
something going on when it comes to keeping himself looked-after. He’s
attracted just the right kind of folks, from all over the world.
People as wiry, tough, and beautiful as he is.
Think about becoming a hospitalero at Monasterio San Anton for two weeks in 2016. If you have made the Camino de Santiago, are in good health, can withstand "camping-out" conditions, and have some training in hospitality, get in touch. I need 19 committed people willing to serve two-week slots from May through September.
8 comments:
you got it well dear, it's a wonderful place.
I love it.
after working there for a few days i wrote this:
"San Anton feels like an amazing place, beautiful, peaceful and quiet. Its magic kind of slows down people almost as soon as they walk in the door. They stop in awe and feel the lovely silence behind the rustling of the Meseta wind in the trees and the sounds of the many birds living here. They feel touched by the enormous space the ruined church is still forming and by the simplicity and friendliness of our lifestyle here."
And yes, I'm so glad that I'll be back :-) Thank you!
https://www.facebook.com/verena.ma
I'm sorry it will be closed when I come by in November. And further, I'll just miss your clean-up days. Oh well, I can do some clean up anyway, further along the way.
- Clare
Enjoyed your writing Reb. Look forward to serving. Hey Verena, maybe we could be a team.
Enjoyed your writing Reb. Look forward to serving. Hey Verena, maybe we could be a team.
Yessss :-)
Yessss :-)
I am available July..Aug 2016....loved serving st San Anton
still in Castrojeriz...just can't leave....
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